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Just a sudden post...

Grandma I Love You:D

loves, ws

Acceptance of animosity with equanimity, be strong

Am I suffering from dementia? Undecipherable emotions eluded me, something which is inconspicuous from their eyesights. My mind was contented with fugitive solution to the problems, it was never going to end was it? Feelings of inclination to overcome sarcasm, my acceptance of their animosity with equanimity, nevertheless, soundless scream of rage in my soul, grievously wounded. Infinite rejection resonated their voice accused me of twisting their words, an indirect provocation, rose hotly in protest, rebutting. Forsaking vengeance for modesty? I could say that clouds are green, but doesn't means that it's true. Best of Both Worlds, two worlds, contempt for my indecision rose. Appeared to be optimistic, but pessimistic in heart.

Fake a smile, hide your tears. It worked.

I won't plague myself with the past and what is done, you bitches.

"The human understanding is like a false mirror, which, receiving rays irregularly, distorts and discolors the nature of things" - Francis Bacon.

As Remorseful As Always,

Jjae young

deus ex machina

i hate conspiracies, and deceptions

i'm sorry and repentant,

i didn't mean for that to happen, everything was just an inadvertent tendency

and my idiosyncrasy

it's just that your spasmodic daftness requires me to be there,

to protect the vulnerable you

because you don't possess the essentialities for this perilous and perhaps ersatz game:

invincibility, impenetrability

because you're not the chameleonic type

because you may be falling for this conspiracy hook, line and sinker

you don't belong in that disparate world-fancy, fantastic and fascinating

and yet you refuse to entertain the notion

i don't want you to experience the ordeal through endeavouring to fit it this puzzle

this might be a bolt from the blue

but you're gonna have to succumb,

we'll just dot the i's, cross the t's

inject a sense of secure and calm some nerves

deus ex machina, just what i need

..

when it comes to this, you trust no one,

and that includes bitches and sons of bitches

..

abruzzi: These trousers are a little bit too short. Don't you think?
lincoln: Chop your feet off. You're good at that.

i love this one, way to go, linc!

Rhythm of The Rain

A vast expanse of dunes spread to the horizon like ripples on an ocean. All the traffic lights were off, the cool twilight suffused into the air, lending an ethereal feel of the event. If the fall is foreordained, do our choices mean anything, or we'll just have to accept fate. Tears adorned her countenance, but ease the melancholy gathered in her heart. There she is, kissing the rain; cursing his name.

The sea is emotion on incarnate,
It loves, hate and weep.
It defies all attempts to capture it with words,
And yet reject all shackles.
No matter what you say about it,
There's always that which you can't.

Inspire,
Jjae Young

Drive me insane; along with adrenaline

insecure..

school's been really tedious these days =.=

plus there's something bothering me

you would feel that way too if you were in my shoes

having someone trying to dominate, dogging your footsteps

go on, i don't mind ;)

Because when you get close, I take off

just like he did

the one thing i understand now,

it's not about what they haven't done for you

it's about what they have done for you

thanks to amanda, who inadvertently made me realized, through book reservations ;)

do you feel tears welling up when you smile?