huge problems..am i being paranoid??

*sigh*

something exceedingly awful happened yesterday evening

something that i don't feel like reciting all over again

it hurts to even think about it..

but it really woke me up

it helped me realize the fact that i have no sense of responsibility at all.

i'm such an awful, immature person

when will i grow up?

now, i really wanna grow up, till i'm old enough to leave

why can't i just sprout wings out all of a sudden and fly away,,

leaving these indescribable ppl way behind,, mourning, repentant for what they've done

i'm trying extremely hard to play my role, to fullfill my task, what i'm supposed to do

but you guys just won't let me.

as if it would kill to stop picking on me

what good will it do you??

i will, no, i MUST prove that i'm not merely what you think i am.

i will be more suceeding than anyone of you.

and by that time, don't mention the word "forgive".

we are merely total strangers with blood relationship, which i rather not own

is there anything that is capable of cheering me up now??

*going through a seriously hard time now*

i won't regret this,,or will i, someday??

Valentine's Day- Redbox Karaoke

+안녕하세요 Jjae Young Here...+
LOL, it was lyk kinda late for me to post this today.....
Yesterday was valentine's day, as a single, I'm quite surprised when Jayson and a few of my cousin were at my hse after school. LOL clumsy me, forgetting about our date to Sunway Pyramid. First thing, the gals(including me)went shopping. Blahblahblah, then of course redbox karaoke, as I thought, crowded, couples by couples, flowers everywhere. Luckily one of my cousin booked one room for karaoke purposes,or else we'll hav to queue up lyk sillies... But still, we hav to share a room with a few Japanese guy. LOL the gals went gaga over the guys cus most of them are good looking. They asked for their hp no., email add.....haiz, maybe I should have asked cus it's valentine(eventhough it would not work out)I have completely no idea about flirting....still pathetic. To be honest, they need to work out on their English, though a few of my cousins know how to speak japanese, I hardly understand them in English. Since the gals are 'flirting' singing is okay for me.But at least I get 86 since my singing skills are lame, lame compared to my cousin's, his singing is always good. Sometimes I get envy of my cousins, most of them have both looks and money, I have nothing, why is this so unfair...(keep on mumbling).Ummm another boring Valentine's day for singles lyk me, I guess........

*no offence*

today is valentine's day.

it's an extremely important day for the couples out there ;)
or to be more frank-the girls only, perhaps
but for us-the single ones ;D-it's no big deal, all we do is observe and discuss the matter among ourselves

i just can't figure out why some ppl are so desperate for valentine's presents.
they go sulky and pull a long face after the day is over and they have to return empty-handed. no red roses or sweet chocolates ; no cute and cuddly soft toys ;

all you have is a broken heart.

...

and for some ppl, it's no use pretending you're not crestfallen or depress.

secretly you wish to be like the popular ones who received presents

in my opinion, it's a day which helps you in noticing how certain ppl can be really ostentatious. =.=

if you know what i mean, of course :)
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anyway liwei carmen weisin and kenny lost their bet--no prezzies for shinwern from jinjun
thank god i wasn't involved in this, i don't wanna waste my rm5

currently watching happy tree friends.

yea i know it sounds really childish. but who cares??

it can be gross, disgusting or even scary (for some ppl) but hilarious at the same time

my favourite character is..flippy? the psycho one xD

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alright,,have to go now. byess.

Just being pathetic

+안녕하세요 Jjae Young Here...+
+미안합니다 cus did'nt post anything a few months ago.....+
+School life is getting boring than ever+
+BTW do couples really break up when they are only meeting each other once a month?+
+It's Valentine's Day 2mmorow, nothin special is going on, only girls showing off the chocolates and flowers they get, YEAH GURLS!?+
+Haiz........ Hoping School life will be more than that+
+Cannot blame anyone cus my role as an ordinary student+
+I hate myself being emotional+

;))

aloha!! haven't posted anything since "idk when"
today we went for pandu puteri..

the badan beruniform which i despise and regret so much for joining =.=
half way through the lesson me and liwei "fleed for our lives"
cuz it was toooo tedious.
D.H. S5 is coming up ;)

along with PB and gossip girl, i'll be occupied enough to keep things off my mind temporarily

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besides that, we went to carmen's house as well on 8th feb.

we watched "quarantine", it was kinda gross and nail-biting.

me and shinwern were like two idiots screaming our lungs out with every single ounce of strength we had

and her mum upstairs was like, " who the hell is shrieking like a mad lady"

i think we almost brought her house down

due to the shockingness i almost bit into carmen's pillow plus strangled her teddy bear.

seriously i was being really daft. xD

after that we gambled a lil, wasn't really fun cuz the amount we bet was lil

but as a conclusion i loved her house and everything in it.

it was a fun day =D

Heya......Daphne here...
School is so bored
nothing that can do except just chit chat wif frens...
ping,li wei,carmen & wei sin is in dinamik :so sad:(
but i think its ok 2......
stills got frens in efisen but sometimes..........
haiz....
ok,gtg .bye!

boom.

llw was here. our blog is really dying .

btw school was very very very very bored today.

our class became an exactly mandarin orange.

so orange and malay style.

still thanks to the teacher painted and decorated our class. sigh. our places are different now.

weisin sits soooooooo far away from us that i can only give her a flying kiss :(

how are you there myws? D:

we recreated te grammy awards list again :D

i know we're kinda sampat. YES WE ARE. :)))

gtg. muack !

boom ! :)))