so hard to say goodbye..

went for track and field events today, under the blazing sun.

thank god i din forget my saviour-sunblock-this time

hah i make it sound so divine

my 1500m event was the first event for the day, and that kinda blew the leftovers of my seriously lacking confidence

but surprisingly, i came in first place, and the same goes for the 800m event

apparently since the LM's thrashing downfall,

the thought that i would ever get my hands on even a 3rd place title hardly made its way even through the suburbs of my mind

so this is a sweet surprise ;D

but, unfortunately the gold medal for the 4x400m event slipped through our outstreched fingers ;(

syahbandar won instead, congrats to the four of them

...

sometimes you get fed up with the erroneous compliments

you get sick of their elation which leads to their tendency to neglect the fact,

that there's a soft, brittle side beneath that tough-looking armour

that you don't suceed all the time, you get highly-strung too

you endeavour to explain, but they never heed

and when you fail-thanks to the glitches-you desensitize them at the same time