Junsu

I CANT

Sorry, if I hurt your feelings, you know I love you but I cant show it, for now I cant love you, I have a big heart to love you but I just cant love you the way you wish for. You know hard for me to control my feelings when my heart says “I love you”. I do love you but we can’t be together for now. The hardest part is when I see you, i want to touch you and hold you in my arms but I can’t simply do that. I want to get away and be with you but my life is not normal just like you. This is my life, even i have so much love to give I can’t easily let it show. When Im inlove, I have to sacrifice and control it. I have to fight what I feel but what if I can’t take it any longer, what if I cant hold it any longer this feeling so strong. This feeling ready to explode anytime. You dont know how much is hard for me to see you crying, I cant take to see you go when my heart want you to stay, I want to stop you for leaving and beg you to stay but what can I do? I cant love you for now, i dont know when I can love you, when I can be with you the only thing I know is I LOVE YOU for always and even youre not here with me and leave me behind, its you my heart still want to love…